— Jun 4, 2026
I've come to realize that even at a very young age, I was naturally more dominant around girls. In elementary school, I recall instances where they would enthus…
Latest Journals
— Jun 4, 2026
Vision
— Jun 2, 2026
…never take her seriously. Once you take her seriously you’ve compromised, stepping on the unclear path.
Questions
— Jun 1, 2026
i saw a post about transgender athletes- should male/female transgender compete in the sex they are changing category? Like Male to female can compete in femal…
Happiness
— Jun 1, 2026
OK, since I recently did a journal titled Unhappiness, I thought I'd redress the balance (or something like it). What, outside of your relationship or orientat…
— May 30, 2026
these are brain dump musings and not to be taken as constructive journaling thoughts. As He puts it, “dont worry there's never intelligent stuff.” He called me …
Spring
— May 28, 2026
My beautiful plants! 2 little aloe 1 little kaktus 1 basil 1 rosemary 1 sauge
Real Beauty
— May 27, 2026
I spent much of yesterday morning sitting in the posh waiting area in the offices of a high-end facial plastic surgeon here in Salt Lake City, waiting for a fem…
— May 26, 2026
I feel better finding smaller sized clothing, the slinkier dresses, and feeling the fabric stretch and tighten around the bottom of my bum and not covering it a…
— May 26, 2026
I went out to a dinner, catching up with other women who don’t follow this lifestyle and it was due to an obligation for myself, to see what could have been in …
— May 25, 2026
(I initially shared this on Fetlife as i felt the premise has value. Thankfully, for most on this site, it’s preaching to the choir.) D/s or M/s isn’t performa…
— May 24, 2026
"Transformation always requires disorientation... a caterpillar probably experiences metamorphosis as a catastrophe." ~Alan Watts
Captains
— May 24, 2026
Imagine a sailing ship of old making its way in the midst of a raging storm... the Captain at the helm, soaked from the pouring rain and angry sea... his eyes c…
Submission Is Not Given—It Is Entered Into
— May 23, 2026
Why submission cannot exist without Him—and why it must be earned In many modern spaces, submission is described as a gift. That submission is something a f…
Spirituality
— May 23, 2026
i start to feel myself again, without christianity and all the church bullshit... i ve been into paganism when i was a teen and i was so happy, and i loved read…
— May 23, 2026
From Where I Sit
— May 23, 2026
What draws me to this lifestyle is its potential to remove the complexities and anxiety found in a conventional relationship. Once a female submits, she provide…
Unhappiness
— May 20, 2026
"Man tends to be unhappy not because of what he knows, but because of what he does not know." Idries Shah, Learning How to Learn
Discipline, Correction, and Punishment
— May 20, 2026
Three Words the World Uses Lightly — and Why That Weakens Everything It is rare to find someone who separates these three words—discipline, correction, and puni…
Not All Softness Is Surrender
— May 19, 2026
Control disguised as compliance, and the truth of submission There is a distinction I am learning to see more clearly—one that is often misunderstood, and oft…
Things to teach your children
— May 17, 2026
The Laws of Logic The Socratic Method Dialectical Thinking The Law of Supply and Demand The Second Law of Thermodynamics Occam's Razor The Coolidge Effect
Morning rituals
— May 16, 2026
Motherhood
— May 12, 2026
My soul feels broken. My friend said earlier I'm sorry it didn't happen for you. Assuming it would not. I've helped raise many kiddos. I doesn't change the long…
Additional Art Flex
— May 10, 2026
Stand firm and confident in your divine masculinity.
nipple clamps
— May 9, 2026
i'm slowly trying this type of thing, IT HURTS LIKE HELL, it's funny, but how do i keep that for more than 5 minutes without crying?
Art flex
— May 9, 2026
Interesting painting…
Being an on call whore
— May 9, 2026
Recently, it's Master has loved making it an on call whore for Men online. Yesterday it was made to wait by the phone for 2 hours in the same set up as always. …
A most interesting conversation with some hikers today..... May 7, 2026
— May 8, 2026
As I stood by the side of the hiking trail this afternoon taking some pics of the powerfully cascading mountain creek, I heard and then saw a couple approaching…
— May 7, 2026
What is His favorite dessert that you make?
— May 7, 2026
This makes our kitchen smell so nice! But does anyone have homemade recipes for yummy scent sprays?This makes our kitchen smell so nice!
Late-Nite Analogies
— May 6, 2026
I could not sleep so I started writing down random power-dynamic roles to ponder over for no specific purpose other than to keep the creative juices flowing. …
Well
— May 5, 2026
Had a breakdown in front of Master's friend he wants to do a threesome with. I knew I felt funny after the shower I was feeling funny. He kept pushing.i think I…
Weight loss
— May 4, 2026
It's something I've been working on very consistently for a good 3 years now and I saw photos this weekend and I just don't see any progress then. That's the pa…
Just Happy
— May 3, 2026
Sometimes i remember with a huge smile and warm heart, my ex bf, He was the Man who i loved deeply for 3 years until we had to break up. We still keep in contac…
Kina Palirra
— Apr 30, 2026
It was about 20 years ago now, that I first encountered that phrase in a book. A story about a woman’s journey through life and marriage with an indigenous man.…
— Apr 28, 2026
"But nothing seems long nor burdensome to a heart which loves well, when great desire carries it along." — Christine De Pizan
Weight
— Apr 28, 2026
I still have 20 kg to lose, but i never felt prettier.... 157lbs now💪🏻
— Apr 26, 2026
God Bless the Self Righteous people who blame condemn and diagnose from their High Horses may they never slip from their Lofty Cliffs. Ameen. 🌙🌹
— Apr 26, 2026
He approaches me like I’m a wild animal ready to flee at any moment. He’s right. I am. He holds out his hand and feeds me stories. And I feast on them like a st…
Micromanagement
— Apr 24, 2026
"Micromanagement is leadership by doubt - and it never ends well." ~ Peter Cawdron i have seen many comments from Men at HF express distaste at the idea of havi…
Beans lol.
— Apr 23, 2026
So the black beans have been soaking in my fridge for 2 days in a bag of water. I'm cooking them separate from anything else. First they're just in fresh water …
Train them to please
— Apr 23, 2026
Weight
— Apr 22, 2026
Losing weight is a long journey, sometimes it's all about mindset. 162,4 lb 💪💪
Meany head
— Apr 21, 2026
Meanest rule in the world 🤣. I've been watching The Mentalist and am getting annoyed at not knowing who Red John is yet . My Dom friend has band me from Googlin…
Health and safety
— Apr 19, 2026
What if you feel his choices are healthy and safety concerns at times. I've known him for many many years so it wasn't a whim to submit and I care a lot. He is …
Cameras
— Apr 17, 2026
Master is looking for an inside camera to watch certain tasks. Any suggestions would be helpful. His answer is always figure it out.
Lust/Love
— Apr 17, 2026
Lust is a euphoric seed… Love is a beautiful fragrant flower…
— Apr 17, 2026
People-pleasing is not necessarily good submission. It can arise from a disguised need to control how one is appreciated and may therefore be tyrannical in its …
Don't take a moment for granted
— Apr 14, 2026
It's been interesting week that loudly reminding me. To not take anything for granted. Sunday was scary it took me back to 2021 . I was terrified I was going to…
Pondering
— Apr 14, 2026
Can a man love without attachment….
Your master is your life
— Apr 14, 2026
You are a good and intelligent slave. I hope to own a slave like you soon.