New reply from Iwillsubmit
<p>Well that is the one thing I don't have a problem with because to be true to myself is first and foremost and that's why I started this thread in the first place is because I want so much to give that to my master like that's all I want I'm devastated that I that I can't do it and I know it's not about what we want but ultimately if what we're doing does not bring us joy we shouldn't be doing it. One part of me field dependant on Master because he's the only one I've ever existed in this submissive character and I feel at home finally I feel I finally found what I was missing and I'm scared I'm really scared because I don't have any other people that I know in this way and I feel very vulnerable to put myself out there I don't even want to put myself out there I don't know I'm scared is all I can say. Master protected me and cared for me and taught me and I love him more than I've ever loved anyone and I want to serve him but I don't know how to</p>
Original Post by Iwillsubmit
Slave as object vs slave as being Human/pet how does it change the dynamic overall?
<p>I am wondering if anybody has any experience with this I find Ultimate freedom in complete submission to master, however I cannot become the object that he deserves for this dynamic. Does anyone have any experience with having a slave that it's not an object but remains human or parapet rather than inanimate object. And how being an object would be better for the master-slave dynamic or how being adamant could be better or worse unable to find any literature thank you</p>