New reply from Iwillsubmit
<p>It has always been in my nature to give. I've always had a deep-seated need to serve the one I love and his happiness Paramount. I had no idea that this Dynamic would complete me and so when I was younger and got married I served my husband if he was the focus of my life I stayed home I make the home I laid the children I the only time I ever felt close to whole was in that role. However he was not a dominant man and I felt restless and anxious a lot of the time he died when my youngest was still in utero and I spent the last 20 years on my own raising these girls taking on both masculine and feminine duties and it served the purpose that I needed it to serve but of course I did not have time to serve a man that was not the father of my daughter daughters and I served my children I suppose I raised them to believe in the traditional family structure and the role of males and females however I did not lead by example for them and I think I did them a disservice but I have no other choice anyway I recently about 4-5 months ago met a man who introduced me to this Bumble Bee Nails lifestyle I'm very very very firm in the belief that this is what has been missing my whole life I feel free and all I want to do is submit to my master all I want to do is please him all I want to do is make him happy the missing element was the control the domination the masculine domain and to be underneath that makes me feel right so giving is my nature yes I hope that explains thank you for reading</p>
Original Post by Iwillsubmit
Slave as object vs slave as being Human/pet how does it change the dynamic overall?
<p>I am wondering if anybody has any experience with this I find Ultimate freedom in complete submission to master, however I cannot become the object that he deserves for this dynamic. Does anyone have any experience with having a slave that it's not an object but remains human or parapet rather than inanimate object. And how being an object would be better for the master-slave dynamic or how being adamant could be better or worse unable to find any literature thank you</p>