New reply from Iwillsubmit
<p>Yes I'm very inexperienced this is my first interpersonal relationship with any kind of domination or submission. When I met my master I I had never even thought about being in this dynamic. However true Publications on the site that he sent to me and research of my own and submitting to him gave me a sense of completion that I've never had before I knew this is who I was supposed to be I love submission I love living to serve my master I love that the only focus I have is to serve him as best I can this brings me great joy. Master however wants an object dehumanized and devoid of feeling like a robot would be and I can't seem to wrap my brain around that r o l e. Is it my ego preventing me but fear comes up when Master objectifies me I feel not fulfilled does not bring me joy yet it is what Master wants and that should bring me joy I'm conflicted and I just looking for other people's opinions experiences or some guidance so I can understand why Master needs because my actions and submissions are exactly the same it's just being the object that it hurts me I know I'm not supposed to feel hurt but I'm trying to be transparent and very truthful in my explanation so hopefully I can get some guidance from somebody that will make me understand and then I can move forward into that role is it too soon am I the bad slave I'm having a hard time thinking of all of the things but that seems to be as far as I can go I just feel this deep need to remain as a being I'm worried it might be Eco if so does anybody have any suggestions for me to cast this aside because I fear that I may not be able to please my master and then he would Release Me as he should</p>
Original Post by Iwillsubmit
Slave as object vs slave as being Human/pet how does it change the dynamic overall?
<p>I am wondering if anybody has any experience with this I find Ultimate freedom in complete submission to master, however I cannot become the object that he deserves for this dynamic. Does anyone have any experience with having a slave that it's not an object but remains human or parapet rather than inanimate object. And how being an object would be better for the master-slave dynamic or how being adamant could be better or worse unable to find any literature thank you</p>